Monday, November 9, 2009

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maaf.
maaf.
maaf.
maaf.

sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.soory.sorry.sorry.

astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirulah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.

the 8/11

8/11

two things happened.

my friend and i were involved in an accident. my first-time experience.
Alhamdulillah,we both were physically fine, but the motorist received some little injuries.
he flung passed us over the bonnet.
it seemed just like the accident stunt on TV.
however, this time, it really was REAL.

that friend drove the car, even though, she's just met an accident 3 days ago.
and still I came to meet her. i could not run from feeling full of guilt.
after settling some issues 'bout the crash, her mother drove us home.
i knew, she's still in shocked.
we onlined at her home.
later, i asked my sister to pick us up and sent us to KFC.
we hadnt eat anything as the accident happened when we were about to 'carik makan'.
but thanks nila, i got to see the lake.thank you so much.
my sis bought us two movie tickets when we arrived at the mall.

-phobia-thai
getting in with the sound crashing out loud, freaky head snake in the mouth of iguana, biting the inner flesh, freaky sound, and a scene of car accident???..i knew, this was too much.
i could stand horror movies, even though i really do not like it.but just three hours after we met one, and then we were watching it on screen, you can guess what was wrong.
nila said, she's used to 'watch' horror movies with hands covering the eyes and face.and she could sit in the cinema till the movie ended. that time was different, coz she had never been in accident.
i said nothing to her about this.only asking if she would want to go to the ladies.we went out, and never came back after that.
i used my own fear to reason not going back into the cinema.

i would cry, again and again.
guilty is everywhere.

it was fated for the crash to happen.what was done, was done.
Alhamdulillah a3la kulli hal. i got to know how people deal with crash, live.
what to do , and what not. i experienced the scene.
okay, enough of it. the crash was taken care off.

at the mall, we roamed , hanged out, buying things.
we talked and laughed, searching some gifts for the teachers.
as if nothing happened, we joked around.
the M and H.
the N and I.

the clock reached 4pm, and we stopped at a cafe outside the mall.
ordered something to eat, have a chat with a friend we ambushed working there.
we got special service though.
the cafe was actually self-service.

then it rained quite heavily, had to wait with traffic jam.
my sis and i sent nila home and we both went back to alor star.
we got home late, so there was surely some 'advice' waiting for us.
and the rest was history.

second thing.

Chelsea won the match between Manchester United 1-0.
that topped ARSENAL as 2ND.
very delighted.