sebulan sudah dan assignment.

dan semalam, genaplah sudah aku berada di wellington new zealand.

jadi pelajar uni, memang mengejar 'dead'line.

reading assignment rasa nya, satu pun aku tak mula lagi. haiyya. =(

owh, pasal assigment summer school hari tu.

memang dapat result yang tak disangka. hanya atas nikmat Allah aku boleh dapat benda-benda tu.

assigment tuh patut nya dibuat dalam masa dua minggu. aku buat dalam masa 6 jam. start pukul 12.00 tgh malam, sampai pukul 6 pagi. pastu pukul 10pagi hantaq assignment.

masa buat tuh, memang aku betul-betul dari kosong. aku memang tak buat apa-apa lagi selain dari data ja. tapi bila tengah buat, banyak data yang aku dah buat tak relevan dengan assignment. bila tengok-tengok balik, data yang aku belum 'digitalised' lagi tu la yang relevan. adeyh, bertambah kerja aku. huhu. *padan muka*

orang laen buat draf seminggu yang lalu. aku , malam tu jugak baru nak buat draf. memang teruk sungguh perangai. dah la pagi-pagi buta tu, sejuk nak mati. selsema pulak tiba-tiba nak mai teman aku sekali buat assignment. huh.

nasib baik ada contoh senior. at least aku boleh ikut la frame dia. tak yah pening-pening kepala nak pikir cam na nak susun. tu pun penyelamat aku jugak la.

70% siap, baru aku betui-betui paham apa yang aku tengah buat. and i know, i can do better if i had started earlier.

aku target abes pukul 6. yup, memang habis tepat-tepat pukul 6. huhu. fuh, lega dah siap. aku tak letak harapan tinggi, cukup kalau lulus ja. sebab usaha aku sangat sikit.

I expected a D, but I got a B+ for the assignment. All The Praise To Allah. Alhamdulillah. despite my effortless work, I got a B+.

aku rasa malu dengan diri sendiri. sumpah lepas neh, aku tak mau dah buat macam tu. start assgnment earlier on and prepare thoroughly.

3 perkara penting esok.

ada tiga perkara yang akan berlaku esok.

1. result SPM 2009 akan keluar. semoga berjaya untuk adik aku. apa-apa pun yang dia dapat, syukur alhamdulillah.

2. kekeke..album kedua Faizal Tahir, ADRENALIN pun akan keluar esok jugak. Hanya seribu keping edisi istimewa yang ada setem Faizal Tahir. satu malaysia kot tema dia.

3. esok jugak, result penuh kedua-dua assignment aku masa summer school dulu akan diketahui.

bergerak kebelakang?

hari ini aku belajar subjek 'Human Development and Learning'.

manusia hidup dan berkembang, dari segi pemikiran, perlakuan, fizikal, kemahiran dan macam-macam lagi. secara umumnya (normal), perkembangan manusia adalah mengikut bentuk loceng (bell-shaped). perkembangan yang paling aktif berlaku ketika kita melalui peringkat kanak-kanak ke alam remaja (youth).

okay, noktah. sambung dengan ayat aku pulak.

maksudnya, dalam perjalanan hidup kita ini (semakin membesar), kita akan mengumpul lebih banyak pengetahuan dan kemahiran. dari tak tahu membaca hingga tahu, dari tak pandai menunggang basikal hingga pandai dan macam-macam lagi kemahiran hidup.

benda neh buat aku terpikir pasal perjumpaan dengan student learning support hari tu. aku cakap aku nak 'gain' balik kemahiran berkomunikasi aku. dulu aku yakin dengan diri sendiri, boleh bercakap di khalayak ramai, boleh bercakap dengan orang lain(mengutarakan pendapat/pandangan/bertanyakan soalan). kenapa? sebab sekarang aku tak boleh buat pun semua tu. aku teragak-agak bila nak bercakap. mungkin salah satu sebab dia , aku kena bercakap dalam english, dan aku sekarang neh pun dah tak reti 'speaking'. jadi mungkin sebab tu jugak la, aku tak yakin tuk bercakap kat khalayak ramai.

tau apa advisor tuh cakap?

"owh, so you want to move backwards?"

huhu, aku agak terkejut la bila dia cakap camtu. selalu nya orang bergerak ke hadapan, tapi aku ke belakang? ke macam mana? satu ja benda dia, aku boleh buat benda tu semua dulu, tapi sekarang dah tak reti.

*tiba-tiba teringat satu perkara*

owh, aku pernah buat satu experimen dengan diri aku sendiri dulu.
setelah bertahun, baru sekarang experimen tu siap, dan aku dah dapat keputusan dia.
experimen tu berjaya, tapi hasil dia adalah negatif.

-lain kali, jangan cabar apa yang sudah tertulis. bukan semua benda tertulis itu boleh dibuktikan dengan sendiri. cukup dengan percaya. -

VUW, keep ur arms open!

the 6-month holiday is waving me goodbye, and here Victoria University of Wellington (VUW) is expecting me to join the community.

goodbye cosy Malaysia.
Hello cold-summer and windy Weliington, New Zealand. You'll be my second home for the next 3 and half years. Embrace me! haha.

excitement of first class. do i get that excited? keke.
i have only one class for today, which is ENGL 117 at 12-1pm. and later got some student learning support appointment at 3pm. wuah, that late? huhu.

so, that's it. wanna get ready to class eventhough it's still 9.14am. haha (we'll be preparing some food to eat during lunch *bawak bekallah neh* =D! )

hurting inside..

the history is repeating, with just some different actors and actresses..

when will i get out from all of these?

is that what my life just is?

burung nz gemok2, sush nk terbang..sng nk JERAT~

siyes weyh, gemok weyh..menurut kata senior, sejarah burung2 kt sni, mmg x ley terbang..tgok a burung kiwi kn, gemok, bulat, x ley terbang..(comey2 =P..)..sbb nya ad lah, sini x da haiwan pemangsa, no need to run away..tpi bila british msuk (org2 europe kn? klo x slap a..slah tego2 a nnti..),msti a ad kuceng, ka anjeng ka yg naek skli ats kapal..hohoho..apa jdi pastu aku x tau..kna mkan ka pupus ka pa ka burung2 kt nz tuh, ntah la..ad ja lgi..tpi kini mereka sudah pndai terbang (note: bukn kiwi, tpi jenis2 burung laen).cuma lembap ja la..weyh, burung kiwi tuh bley dak bela sekoq..?..cm comey ja..hahaha (karut2)

jerat? knapa jerat?..wuaaaa, aku tgh tkut neh..takut terjerat dengan tindakan sendiri..!..kalau dah tau apa yang ada di hujung jalan, atau apa2 yang dah ada kat tepi jalan tuh, x kan lah nak teruskan jugak amek jalan tuh..(kalau dah benda tu kompem tak mendatangkan faedah)..tukaq ja la jalan..tapi cakap senang a..kaki neh kadang2 bukan mau ikut pun otak kata pa..dia nak gak pi jalan tuh..sbb dia kata best..ngok ngek guh..penat woo otak neh pesan , jangan pi..jangan pi..x baek tuk kesihatan seyh..ish2..awai2 dulu memang otak cam bagi ja ikut jalan tuh, tapi otak cam baru sedaq, jalan neh dah ada benda2 len..along the way, many things develop, and this way isnt the best option anymore..otak even can predict the end result..wuaaa!!

owh kaki, knpa anda maseh mahu jalan ini??? jom la patah balek weyh..sian badan..huhu..nanti merana la hati, seksa la jiwa...=(

all the way from wellington, new zealand.

alhamdulillah, after 4 days here, my health is getting better.
aku x rasa sejuk sngt pn, boleh ja terima, tapi badan aku x reti2 nk register mklumat sket..mmg bdan aku reaction nerve system suma lmbt..aku ckp ok ja, tpi asek bersin, dmam slsema ..ok a tu kn, normal kot tuk adapt..keke

wlopun dh berhari2 bley onl9, day 4 bru aku cm rsa lapang sket nk wt post. aku rasa, aku bukn sorg blogger yg baek ah. post lmbap..hahaha =P ..

ad alsan dia...ngeh2..ya a, fes2 mai, msti nk kna setel down lu kn. tiap2 hari kot asek pi shopping. bli bedding la, bli mknan la, brg2 dapuq la, brg2 bilik mndi-sbun pa suma. pi town tuh, klo blek x da barang besaq2, mmg x sah a. dh naek bukit weyh..haiyya..tpi bru rini la blek jln kaki naek tgga yg cm nk mati tu..3 ari sblom neh, blek nek bas ja..keke..=p ( weyh, siyes a, tgga tuh tggi abeh, ngn bwak brg berat g, mmg cm nk tkluaq lutut wey..)-tgga tuh shortcut for pedestrians from uni and areas nearby to town-

*stop sat, pi update pics kt fb..hoho*

okeh,smbung blek.


pi amek kad bank pastu pi mkn kt kedai cinta..msian punya..sdap a gk..tutup awai kot, 2.30ptg...kol 5 bru bukak blek..=(

smbung shopping! =(

beli byk brg dapur day 4 neh..kn nk msak..(??)

blek awai lam kui 5 cm tuh, pastu kui 7 ada yg harbour cruise . nek boat tgok2 skitar welly tym mlm2..sjuk2..angin kuat terjah muka..geli bulu mata..pastu sembang2 psal lgu 'saya anak mlysia'..bley wt 'meremang bulu mata' lgu neh woo..inside joke ngn farah..haha..

act aku x bpa suka sngt harbour cruise tuh, sbb tym tu dh dkt nk mghrib..aku cm pntang sket a nk kuaq umah tym dkt2 mghrib neh, rsa x sdap..uhuu..dh a pi kat laut kn..mau nya antu ayaq ka pa..*sja2..kekeke*

abeh cruise , cpat2 aku nk blek umah, tkut mghrb burn..smpai umah kol 8,isya' sni 8.20 cm tuh, so smpat a..huhu..neh suma psal aku ttgl solat subuh pgi td..bgun2, dh abes wktu..org klo travel2 neh, jetlag..x ley lgi nk adapt ngn wktu2 tido la ap la..aku bnda2 tuh suma ok ja..no hal..tpi just jetlag kt wktu solat a..cm x aware sngt bila nya msuk wktu, sbb tym smpai2 lu tgh cuti..huhuhu..but now, dh bley reg wktu solat lam otak..keke

owh, n blek2 umah td, dri lif dh terbau nsik goreng..ingt kn spa la yg msak..upanya mai dri aprtment aku!..klam kabut aku n intan bila bukak pintu asap pnuh...huhu..dh a cuak asap kuaq.. neh klo fire alarm detect mati a kna fine, sbb otomatik kol fire dep kot klo bunyi..tpi x pa, suma pn ok ja..b4 kuaq td, kami msak nsik goreng. x smpat nk mkn, tggai ja atas dpuq..intan ingt dh tutup dh suis bila kuaq..upanya dia konpius kt mna yg off nya..huhu..x pa la, x dak rezki nk dinner nsi, so mkn mac n cheese ja..kekeke..

sorry, but...

aku yang salah nampak kah,

atau,

mereka yang tak nampak?

did i?

what ever that i did, i have my own reason. evryone does.

you may not see what i intended, or why i done that.

that is for my eyes to see, not you.



i've been thinking about writing on this matter. and somebody triggered it just now.

but i'm just not in the mood yet to write in full, i'll talk about this later.

rite now, i'm busy finishing the assignments.

"jgn pndng bnda tu salah, hanya kerana kamu nmpak ia mcm salah"

dengarkan tuk ku berbicara dengan kamu

tiba-tiba aku rasa macam nak tujukan lirik neh kat sumbody. but with some adjustment here and there.

" dengarkan tuk ku berbicara,
bicara trus ke hati mu, hati mu,
hati yang penuh rasa ragu,
jangan terus pergi tanpa mendengarku,
mungkin mudah untuk kau terus berlalu,
nanti dulu,
berikahlah waktu, untuk aku, untuk kamu,

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku,
bahgia aku melihatmu,
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu,
aku suka padamu,
benci padamu "


ahh, aku mlas plak nk abes kan..

so,

buat kamu,
aku minta maaf atas apa yang berlaku.
dua kali aku lambatkan kamu, tapi kamu x marah,
kamu senyum saja. aku suka bila kamu senyum.
dan kamu x pernah x senyum. baguslah macam tu.
kamu kelakar, periang dan peramah.
kamu umpama kanak-kanak yang sangat bersemangat mahu mengenal dunia.
kamu sendiri akui, kamu sukar tuk marah.
dan bila begitu, aku fikir kamu seorang yang susah untuk serius.
tapi sangkaan aku itu tersasar, kamu berupaya serius.
waktu kita berbual tempoh hari, itulah pertama kali dan satu-satunya aku lihat kamu begitu.
kamu tahu hala tuju kamu. kamu tahu mereka tanggungjawab kamu.
kamu juga tahu itu tanggungjawab kamu.
lama setelah itu, baru aku tahu, kamu memang mahukan ini.
kamu memang mahu apa yang sedang kamu buat. aku kagum dengan kamu.
dan aku jadi malu pada diri sendiri.
kerana aku sering mengeluh, kerana aku sendiri belum pasti hala tuju aku.

okeyh, ini ada lagi lirik yang telah diubahsuai untuk kamu.

" ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yg terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu
tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu apa yg mata ku tahu
apa yg kau tunggu, mahu aku panggil kamu "

aku bakal pergi jauh.aku akan tinggalkan kamu di sini.
dan kali ini, aku mahu minta maaf dari diri aku.
kerna aku jadikan kamu hanya sebagai pelepasan buat aku.
pelepasan untuk aku lupakan segala kekusutan jiwaku.
aku gunakan kamu untuk buat hariku ceria gembira.
aku gunakan kamu untuk jadikan langkahku bersemangat.
aku gunakan kamu supaya aku bertahan untuk berada disitu.

tapi rupanya, mainan aku memakan diri.
aku jatuh sayang pada kamu.
aku keberatan mahu tinggalkan kamu.
aku terkilan tak berjumpa kamu sewaktu aku kembali ke sana.
sungguh, aku sesal.

hari terakhir itu, aku renung sayu wajah kamu.
sedarkah, aku juga lihat kelainan pada wajah itu.
berkali-kali kamu sebut nama aku.
seolah-olah, kamu belum puas aku ada di situ.
dan kamu gunakan hari terakhir itu sebaik mungkin.
kamu penuhkan ia dengan nama aku.
bila sampai saat-saat terakhir kita bersua,
baru kini aku sedar, pandangan kamu itu ada sayu juga.
kamu kurang tersenyum. makin lama, wajah kamu makin suram.
tiada lagi senyuman yang aku suka itu di wajah kamu.
kamu akhiri pertemuan kita dengan ungkapan harapan,

'jumpa lagi'

moga-moga aku kan tenang dan senang mendengarnya, sekalipun terkesan sayu pada suara kamu.

maka sungguhlah, hari terakhir itu benar-benar yang terakhir buat kita.
'jumpa lagi' terkubur begitu saja.

Bencinta - Faizal Tahir

tiba-tiba rasa cam nk post lirik lagu FT.

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dengarkan tuk ku berbicara
bicara trus ke hati mu, hati mu
hati yg penuh rasa ragu
jgn trus pergi, tnpa mndgr ku
mungkin mudah untk kau terus berlalu
nanti dlu
berikanlah waktu, untuk aku, untk kamu

ingtkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihatmu
lidah kelu sdgkn aku mahu kau tau
aku cinta padamu
bnci pda mu
cinta pda mu

ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yg terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu
tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu ap yg mata ku tahu
ap yg kau tgu, mahu aku buka pintu

sakitnya aku membenci kamu
sakit lagi mencintaimu
dan aku pergi, tapi kembali
benci aku mncintai dri mu
ku benci kamu
ku cinta kamu

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act, neh bukan nya full pn, just aku ltak yg mna aku suka ja..
yg len tuh just ulang2 ja..kekeke

summer school ended!!!

fuh, finally, the one-month summer school was done! i had 2 weeks theory in mrsm langkawi, and 2 weeks later on done my observation and school experience in mrsm pendang.

well, basically in langkawi we did not interact much with the mrsm teachers as we had our own lecturer, Mr John Tomlins. so it was just, going to classes, had lectures, and went back to hostel. But Mr Tomlins was a very wonderful person, that I have come to like a lil bit of this teaching thingy, although at first i was quite hesitating.
so that was it.

and we went to mrsm pendang on 18 january. owh, that mrsm was surrounded with rubber plantation and it's a long way to go to town! futhermore, 3G coverage was not available! wow, and so wow! i have been thinking how am i gonna survive here. huhu. i even wrote in my skype status, 'mrsm pendang gile bosan!!!' . owh, i just hate meeting new people. =(

the first day went very well though i felt a bit awkward. i felt very uneasy meeting these new people, wondering the ways should i interact with them. could it be just on bussiness or whatsoever.

nevertheless, as the days went by, i found these teachers were so warm and friendly. they were also very supportive of us. that later, my feeling of uneasiness just faded away. million thanx to Kak Nik the head of language department, Kak Sab, Kak Shadd, Kak G, Kak Diana, Kak Ros, Kak Nadzirah, Cg Hafiz, Cg Ery, Cg Bazli and Cg Syurdi. these wonderful people welcome us so much to mrsm pendang.
that i have yet to admit, i grow fond of them. in the first place, i would not have thought i would be doing that, but their kindness and support, touches to the deepest of my heart.

i can never thank them enough. May Allah bless you all and reward you accordingly.
i pray for Kak Nik Nur Zurirah, Kak Sabrina, Kak Shahida Ishak, Kak Fauziah, Kak Rosmah, Kak Nadzirah, Cg Ade Hafiz, Cg Husairi, Cg Bazli Mokhtar and Cg Syurdi to always be granted the best of things. May your lives be lighted.and to kak Diana Ann, may your life be full of happiness.

despite having just 2 weeks with them, i've learnt alot, and that they are my teachers forever.this may be an understatement, but I LOVE YOU ALL.


i even dreamt on wanting to get back from new zealand, requesting to teach in mrsm pendang, if you guys are still there. mrsm pendang wont be the same without you. how i define the 'amazingness' of mrsm pendang, is having all of you.

Super FT!

faizal tahir suka promote superman.
hm..??

suara sedap, smart.

lagi sedap n aku lagi suka kalo dia nyanyi lagu2 yg berunsur motivasi (dah dia kuaq nasyid dulu kn).
cntoh cm lagu satu malaysia.
lagu patriotik.

suara mmg best.

the loser member.

sekarang kt langkwi.


situasi dan keadaan, mmg boleh mempengaruhi kita.
6 bulan kt rumah, super mlas.
tpi dtg sini x bley nk malas2.
dh kna stdy blek.
ad presentation la pa la.
tapi aku sbb cuti tuh, mmg otak karat.
aku x bley nk bg opinion.
x dak pa lam otak, kosong nk mmpus.hoho
klo ad pn, mungkin aku lupa.

aku sdar, byk yg aku wt kebelakangn neh, tersalah langkah.
byk yang aku menyesal.neh refer to gerak hati a.

klo kt lgkwi neh,
cm tym disscusion/groupwork, aku cm nk bg idea, tpi x sure btol or x.so aku diam ja.
upanya2, btol. n klo aku speak out, mmg bley tlong group aku.

wktu len lak, tgh men nasa game.
aku mmg super B****.
x reti nk reason yg logic.
bila aku voice out opinion, upa nya slah lah.
abeh group aku dpt last rank.

n plus, bila tukaq2 group, msti group yg ad aku tuh jdik loser.
sbb klo group mmbers yg duk ngn aku sblom neh, pi group len hebat.

ap mlsah ngn aku neh..?
adeyh.
sian org2 tuh.

aku tgh mencari jalan pulang.

...

adeyh..aku just nak tukar addresslink aku ja..
yg hilang abeh suma link2 blog mmber pahal..?..
satu hal plak nak kena pi cari balik.
adeyh laa

neh dari tadi, aku kata nak setelkn kontrak tuh,
tapi x menjadi.
sok la jwab nya.

*bila la plak aku nk edit link2 mber neh, mna nak dan dh.huhu.slp guh.

akan kembali.

blog ni makin hari makin melalut,
hala tuju x dapat nak dikenal pasti.
mungkin sebab hati tuan punya blog masih belum boleh menetapkan.
kalau tengok post2 dahulu, memang sangat berbeza dengan yang sekarang.
zaman itu sudah berlalu.ini zaman sekarang.
dan hidup serta masa itu seperti roda.
zaman lalu itu akan kembali sedikit masa lagi, Insya-Allah.

penat hati berperang.
lelah akal melawan.

tapi malas selalu menang.
itu tanda hati masih lemah.
hati mahu, anggota malas.
tiadalah hasil.

tunggu lah, cuti lama ini bakal pergi.

ini cuma satu fasa.

aku mahu cepat keluar dari fasa ini.

bos-an

tinggal dalam dua minggu ja lagi aku nak duk kat rumah neh.

barang2 duk prepare la sikit2.
baru pi korek2 timbunan baju tadi, cari baju nak pakai masa kat langkawi nanti.
ok la tuh, at least dah stat kan.
n nak kena prepare gak tuk bekal otak.classroom management.huhu.
baju nak fly and apa semua x beli lagi.

nanti x leh nak ber'fb' sangat dah.
semua game kat fb aku bantai.
mafia wars, farmville, fishville,guitar geek, pet society, rock riot.
xdak la semua sangat.lagi pun main tu pun sebab bosan.
tapi, sekarang neh pun dah macam rasa bosan ngan fb tuh sendiri pun ada gak.kekeke.

*huh*

hidup ini bosan dan x ada makna,
bila x tahu nak guna.

esok adik yang spm tuh nak balik dah.
spm sudah habis.

nanti dia plak jadi imam kat rumah.
adik bongsu, tukang qamat.
turun pangkat.kekeke

Tag by yang

The RULES:

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italic the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 3 ladies to do the same test.

The LIST to Bold/Italic/Just-let-it-be:

I miss somebody right now.

I don’t watch TV these days.

I own lots of magazines.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I’ve tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse sometimes.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I’m totally smart.

I’ve broken someone’s bones.

I’m paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.

I have long hair.

I want to cut my hair.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D

I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I'm happily married

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

I enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop then eat.

I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.

I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I’ve rejected someone before.

I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future

I have changed a diaper before.

I’ve called the cops on a friend before.

I’m not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before.

I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
(saja maen2,..haha fun..)

I own the “South Park” movie.

I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.

I have dated a close friends’s ex.

I am happy at this moment!!

I’m obsessed with guys (on TV).

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.

I can work on a car.

I love my job (I love previous job, much better)

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever i can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I’m proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I went college out of state.

I like sausage.

I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colors.
(yellow, orange..keke)

I can’t live without black eyeliner.

I don’t know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pickup things with my toes

I can’t whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.

I can’t stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.
(my rumets keeps on telling me, but i hardly believe..keke)

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

I’m an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy.


i tag:

-faiqah-

-dibah rozlan-

-nina-

-

maaf.
maaf.
maaf.
maaf.

sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.soory.sorry.sorry.

astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirulah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.
astaghfirullah.

the 8/11

8/11

two things happened.

my friend and i were involved in an accident. my first-time experience.
Alhamdulillah,we both were physically fine, but the motorist received some little injuries.
he flung passed us over the bonnet.
it seemed just like the accident stunt on TV.
however, this time, it really was REAL.

that friend drove the car, even though, she's just met an accident 3 days ago.
and still I came to meet her. i could not run from feeling full of guilt.
after settling some issues 'bout the crash, her mother drove us home.
i knew, she's still in shocked.
we onlined at her home.
later, i asked my sister to pick us up and sent us to KFC.
we hadnt eat anything as the accident happened when we were about to 'carik makan'.
but thanks nila, i got to see the lake.thank you so much.
my sis bought us two movie tickets when we arrived at the mall.

-phobia-thai
getting in with the sound crashing out loud, freaky head snake in the mouth of iguana, biting the inner flesh, freaky sound, and a scene of car accident???..i knew, this was too much.
i could stand horror movies, even though i really do not like it.but just three hours after we met one, and then we were watching it on screen, you can guess what was wrong.
nila said, she's used to 'watch' horror movies with hands covering the eyes and face.and she could sit in the cinema till the movie ended. that time was different, coz she had never been in accident.
i said nothing to her about this.only asking if she would want to go to the ladies.we went out, and never came back after that.
i used my own fear to reason not going back into the cinema.

i would cry, again and again.
guilty is everywhere.

it was fated for the crash to happen.what was done, was done.
Alhamdulillah a3la kulli hal. i got to know how people deal with crash, live.
what to do , and what not. i experienced the scene.
okay, enough of it. the crash was taken care off.

at the mall, we roamed , hanged out, buying things.
we talked and laughed, searching some gifts for the teachers.
as if nothing happened, we joked around.
the M and H.
the N and I.

the clock reached 4pm, and we stopped at a cafe outside the mall.
ordered something to eat, have a chat with a friend we ambushed working there.
we got special service though.
the cafe was actually self-service.

then it rained quite heavily, had to wait with traffic jam.
my sis and i sent nila home and we both went back to alor star.
we got home late, so there was surely some 'advice' waiting for us.
and the rest was history.

second thing.

Chelsea won the match between Manchester United 1-0.
that topped ARSENAL as 2ND.
very delighted.