FAITH vs Faith

it's faizal tahir's ADRENALIN official launching tonite.

good luck FT.

i pray for you and your family to be granted the best of health and richness of the best of things in the world and hereafter.

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when all people are happy and cheerily display their affection towards him and his music, i am here struggling for my truer faith.

had not i known him, my interest was never music.
i always felt that music could stray us away from the rightness path, that we are easily deceived from the truth.
there are good music, halal music, and haram music.
but what happens is we tend to go for more meaningless/haram music than the halal ones. and so did i.
i always fancied myself of Metallica, Nirvana, Butterfingers, Linkin Park.
you are what you like. because i liked metal music, my heart became hard as metal.
and metal music is dark. and so had been my heart.

a friend of mine accused me being crazy over Faizal Tahir when i wanted his signature too when other fans got it.
when i was happy smiling all day long for Faizal Tahir replied my message.
when i wanted to buy his new album.
when i have his picture up on my wall.

i was found guilty of his charge.
i defended myself of being aware at most of the time, not to pass the line before obsession and fanatic.
and as human who errs, i was clumsy and tripped down the path.

i admit my wrong of having remembered him more than i did of HIM.
i could not help myself to forget him, he comes to my mind without my intention.
and so, because of the guiltiness, all i could is just divert it to HIM, asking HIM to grant me peace of mind, and grant him the best of things.
whenever i remember him, i remember HIM.

i can only hope, that sooner or later, moderate would take place.

my heart is weak enough to have my affection on him.
I love Faizal Tahir for what and who he is.
and I love him, as one of my brothers of Faith.

FT dan perasaan yang bercampur-campur

fakta hari ini. (fakta la sangat)

1. titah telah berjaya mendapatkan CD ADRENALIN Faizal Tahir! dia update status kat FB. aku bila baca, memang tak keruan habis. hati memang dah meronta-ronta nak tengok CD tu! adeyh la.

2. tadi, aku mintak tolong titah 'rip' kan cd tuh. dan sekarang proses 'transfer thru skype' .kekeke. XD!! terima kasih tah!! terharu2..hehehe

3.siku aku tengah gatal sekarang neh. pelik, sebab sebelah saja yang gatal. nak kata sebab kulit kering, tak mungkin lah. kulit kat tapak tangan yang terdedah cuaca sejuk wellington neh, sihat walafiat lah pulak dia. adeyh, terpaksa la tadi, aku beli lotion. wuhuhu. kulit tak pernah-pernah sensentap neh. =(

4. hah, pasal tangan dan tapak tangan. huhu. jari dan tapak tangan aku akan "menyerap sejuk" . maksud dia, kalau keadaan sekeliling sejuk, tangan aku akan sejuk, dan sebaliknya. sampaikan ada kawan aku sorang neh, cakap aku boleh jadi termometer dah. huhu. dan yang pelik nya, walaupun jari dan tapak tangan aku sejuk gila, tapi aku sendiri tak la rasa sejuk sangat. tangan orang yang menggigil kesejukan lagi 'warm' dari tangan aku.

5. laptop! mahu bunuh aku kah? aku tuan kamu, yang sangat sayang kamu. huhu. --> apalah masalah laptop dv3 neh? huhu. kan kat keliling dia ada line metal tuh. aku asek rasa arus letrik ja. sakit2. esok, aku buat keputusan, mahu pergi beli sarung tangan yang bahgian hujung jari nya terbuka. supaya pergelangan tangan aku tak kena renjatan kecil arus letrik dah.isk2.

3 perkara penting esok.

ada tiga perkara yang akan berlaku esok.

1. result SPM 2009 akan keluar. semoga berjaya untuk adik aku. apa-apa pun yang dia dapat, syukur alhamdulillah.

2. kekeke..album kedua Faizal Tahir, ADRENALIN pun akan keluar esok jugak. Hanya seribu keping edisi istimewa yang ada setem Faizal Tahir. satu malaysia kot tema dia.

3. esok jugak, result penuh kedua-dua assignment aku masa summer school dulu akan diketahui.

Bencinta - Faizal Tahir

tiba-tiba rasa cam nk post lirik lagu FT.

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dengarkan tuk ku berbicara
bicara trus ke hati mu, hati mu
hati yg penuh rasa ragu
jgn trus pergi, tnpa mndgr ku
mungkin mudah untk kau terus berlalu
nanti dlu
berikanlah waktu, untuk aku, untk kamu

ingtkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihatmu
lidah kelu sdgkn aku mahu kau tau
aku cinta padamu
bnci pda mu
cinta pda mu

ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yg terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu
tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu ap yg mata ku tahu
ap yg kau tgu, mahu aku buka pintu

sakitnya aku membenci kamu
sakit lagi mencintaimu
dan aku pergi, tapi kembali
benci aku mncintai dri mu
ku benci kamu
ku cinta kamu

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act, neh bukan nya full pn, just aku ltak yg mna aku suka ja..
yg len tuh just ulang2 ja..kekeke

Super FT!

faizal tahir suka promote superman.
hm..??

suara sedap, smart.

lagi sedap n aku lagi suka kalo dia nyanyi lagu2 yg berunsur motivasi (dah dia kuaq nasyid dulu kn).
cntoh cm lagu satu malaysia.
lagu patriotik.

suara mmg best.